OK - I have to admit this. I have this mega crush on McDonalds boy. Totally into him - that kind of teenage crush where blushings, starings and day dreaming are involved..and oh yes, driving my colleagues craaaaazy about him! 
Like every other morning, saw my hunk at the train station. I arrived before he did (which is rare but I couldn't give a fuck to blow dry my hair so gained a couple of extra minutes). I was sitting on a bench and along came MY MAN (I wish) and stopped in front of my bench. We got on the same carriage and there was an empty seat next to him or opposite him. The 'dscreet' person that I am, I sat on the opposite seat (I was afraid that I might transmit some smitten-vibes). All OK until now. Settled into my seat quite comfortably with my iPOD and sunnies on. 
McD boy glanced several times at me today (of course he did not know that I knew ....a dark pair of sunnies makes your eye movements oh so incognito)...Ahhh....I asked my friend L. why would he look at a girl. He came up with this:
a) I might like the gal;
b) The gal is interesting to look at;
c) Or she's plain weird.
Hmmm........Weird?! I think not!!!
But I could be weird for him....wearing sunnies on a train perhaps? But it WAS sunny...I swear...
And yes, I, *name*, am smitten.
Sickening
Maddening
Embarassing
Shame on meeeeeee.........................
