ive been inside since saturday: i look pale, my hair is greasy, ive got this gigantic zit on my cheek and i need a good shaving, exfoliating and moisturising (not my face, no - my body parts thank you very much).|-|

yes, folks: im sick. not only mentally (we all know that by now) but physically. this damn flu.:**:

mind you, got the jab last week.

i am NOT ever getting that jab thing AGAIN. it is not worth the prick and the side effects. but when they offered it for FREE at work, of course i booked myself. free is free rite?

ive been entertaining myself by watching DVDs, trying to work on my assignment (yeah rite) and basically chatting to my friends (colleagues via email, girlfriends [and fuck buddies of course] via MSN).

Last nite, C, L (girlfriends) and myself were on a three-way chat on MSN. First it was me and L - we were both browsing on Ann Summers' website. i feel like buying some lingerie. end of story. if im going to get some nooky back home, i have to improvise. so i saw this leopard print set..listen to this: a nice bra with slits so the nipples are exposed and crotchless panties.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....i like mucho.

then there was this black lace sexy cami. i like mucho mucho too. will probably buy that. im blessed in the upper shelf department so it will look good. praise the lord.

would like a whip to crack it around - my friend C forbade me to do so - she said, i cant be trusted with those stuff - i might get carried away. i think she's right. i have a lot of anger bottled up in me - >:-[

i never heard that a guy is NOT turned on by tits. i cant quite believe that. my friend C's bf, does NOT get turned on with boobies. but prefers some backside sightings... probably both are liked, but not to like boobs???? is that freaky or what? i would def. freak out if my guy didnt like boobs...its like saying a girl doesnt like it when a guy's gearbox is erect!!!!!

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i must admit - im addicted to shower gels and body creams. not the cheap 99p ones. but from Molton Brown to Jo Malone - can't get quite enough of them. must stop. must must stop. just saw my credit card bill. will stop...

how can i? this body deserves the best.....prrrr

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